Death and beginning..........

Hmmmm....'Halloween'....a night I would normally look forward to..but alas not now...food has no taste...the rain I feel not on my cheek...and just getting out of bed is a laborious chore....sunshine I notice not..and even the birds realise they have to sing loudly for me to heed their call.....the beginning seems far off....limbo is my companion ...and the winter draws in......I am at one with the seasons it seems..but spring is just a hope on my horizon.........part of me has died and may well remain that way.....May you never walk this track.......I know it is part of the cycle of death and rebirth....but it is a painfull one.....Blessings to you all..BC