Death and beginning..........

Hmmmm....'Halloween'....a night I would normally look forward to..but alas not now...food has no taste...the rain I feel not on my cheek...and just getting out of bed is a laborious chore....sunshine I notice not..and even the birds realise they have to sing loudly for me to heed their call.....the beginning seems far off....limbo is my companion ...and the winter draws in......I am at one with the seasons it seems..but spring is just a hope on my horizon.........part of me has died and may well remain that way.....May you never walk this track.......I know it is part of the cycle of death and rebirth....but it is a painfull one.....Blessings to you all..BC

Wondering? Don't just nod your head

The title is befitting to the way I feel.......The Emperor's New Clothes ...They spring to mind in most of what's going on in my life right now.....I am disappointed by the lack of coherent thought.....i.e. if you think it's a crock of shit ..please say so.....don't just nod your head.  Whatever happened to .....I have an opinion and it may differ from  yours.  I'm fed up with sheep....they lack creativity and spirituality in human form...they are just there to serve..........please tell me you are not a sheep :)

We're still here...but where is 'here' exactly?

Can't believe it's been a year since my last post so I thought I should write another one...although I have to say...not much springs to mind these days. Busy, busy . busy I seem to be to not much end. But that also seems to be the case with a lot of people so maybe that's where 'here' is. A wee tad unfulfilling though.
From a spiritual viewpoint I know that I'm at that outward part of the Labyrinth and things will no doubt change at the appropriate time. Sometimes survival is a precedent.
Can't wait to turn the next bend tho' :) .

                                                Best wishes and a fulfilling New Year
                                                                     B.C.