Where has the awen gone

How does one escape the mundane.?This is the question on my lips tonight as I contemplate my return to work after a well needed break, albeit not long enough to totally recharge my spiritual batteries. A conundrum plagues me. My wife is away for a week and a half and I miss her. There lies my answer I feel. But that is just the half of it.......I need a shot of Awen so I'm putting this out there. Come on the big C and the big G's! Where are you?